You mean I can’t go home and relax at 5:00 ? Why ? I have two tiny humans daughter (5) and son (2). And everyday when I take them to their destination and head back to my office jail I feel bad.

Okay so I’m being dramatic about office jail. I really don’t hate it and actually don’t mind working all day and getting everything done. But I really do feel bad for being that “9 to 5” mom in the land of stay at home moms,  teachers and mom’s that work out of the home.

My kids are amazing and are actually very well behaved to my standards. But I get stuck in this rut where when they horseplay constantly when I get home its drives me insane and I’m stuck telling them stop ! No ! And etc until bed time.

I can’t help but think if I didn’t do EXCEL all day long and answer to everyone else that I would have way more mental span for them to play yell run and  scream.

Will I find out ? No not anytime soon me and my husband both have to work full-time right now. So right now I’m stuck being the stretched thin mom.

But what I keep telling myself is:
I’m glad my kids see us working to provide.

I still read to them nightly.

I continually buy fun easy things for us to-do that I can engage in when my brain is so tired.

Bath time is fun time also.

Maybe I’m stuck in blogger land and see tons of stay at home mom’s and mom’s that home-school and that’s amazing but you know why else is?

I’m still a kick ass mom even after my very draining 9 to 5 and I’m proud of our little family.

Some days I feel defeated like I failed my tiny humans and then some days I feel like the best mom ever. And that’s life and in my life nothing will ever be perfect but will be perfect for us.

So to all the working  mom’s cheers to us grab a wine glass and let them watch cartoons to occupy them a few times !! They will live. And we can breath.

While we are ridding the crazy train its also important to take time for us to… I know seems impossible right. But right now the things that keep me from falling off the ride are:
Good Books.
Easy quick crafts.
Succulents.
Connecting with other bloggers.
1 not 10 TV Series.

All those things help me stay happier and can be put the side easily if needed.

Hope y’all enjoyed my post !!! To all my mama’s how do y’all feel some days ? Especially Monday thru Friday ?

Thanks so much for taking the time to read my madness it means more than you know. !!!