Can you believe I’m not super mom ??? I know me either ! Guess I’m just now figuring that out.
It’s Friday afternoon/night right at 7:48 PM exactly 2 hours and 48 minutes ago I picked my son up at daycare after my tedious 9-5 where I am a office servant and I do Excel all day. It pays the bills and pays a lot more than what most employers pay in the tiny town I love.
But I should be happy and running and laughing with my boy or digging in the mud something right ? Keep in mind my 5 year old daughter is currently keeping her self busy and occupied yay !!
But nope I’m I’ll and aggravated today… I want to relax and plant flowers and drink a cold beer and then just do nothing !
I feel like if he wants his bottle or passy & screams one more time I’m going to freak out !
I don’t normally have these feelings but today it came knocking and refused to leave !
I’m in my early Thirty’s and never feel like I’m missing out or would rather be somewhere else – I feel lucky my two tiny humans are awesome and healthy !
But I don’t and won’t feel guilty that sometimes I rather be blogging (my stress reliever) planting flowers or just swinging on the front porch swing.
I know I was born to be a mom but today I definitely wasn’t made to be super mom !!! I don’t feel like I have failed I guess I just feel human.
Thoughts Today That I Will Definitely Feel Guilty For Later:
•° Oh now I know why I think birth control is more important than eating or breathing.
•° Are you kidding me ! How many time can my little say “mama”.
•° God if bedtime comes early for my tiny humans tonight I promise to be nice forever !
•° Yes Yes I will go to hell & jail if I leave my kids at home alone.
•° I’m doing this all over tomorrow & at the hours most people are still snoring.
So until you see me baking cookies and sitting at the next PTO meeting wish me luck !!
Now needless to say I did make it out alive this is my position as I type:
Cheers to the the non-super mom’s !!!
Please tell me some days y’all feel like this?
LC
XOXO
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Even stay at home moms feel like that. There are days where my time is spent making sure no one dies. I often feel like a cat drowning. Luckily in the sisterhood of motherhood, we can all relate and help each other. Pretty soon your little man will be old enough to entertain himself and you will long for days of cuddles again. It is the bittersweetness of motherhood.
haha. You definitely aren’t alone. I have a little guy who always, always needs to be playing with someone – and when there aren’t any friends around, that someone is me.
We both need breaks from one another. His breaks are going to daycare to play with other kids. My breaks are just curling up alone with a book and a coffee and art supplies. I crave solitude. Once I get that, I am recharged and refuelled and ready to play endless hours of superhero…. or at least fake it.
Thanks so much for reading and posting on this !!! Yay I’m not alone 🙂